One of my friends told me several months ago, "Adoption is messy." She wasn't kidding! As I was sitting in church today, I had a revelation of sorts. I had this thought several times: "It is not about me." I have battled anger and frustration this week. I have felt sorry for myself and been totally annoyed at how hard this is!! To be completely honest, I haven't felt motivated to pray! I have been asking everyone else to pray for me, and I can't even desire to pray myself? It really hit me today...this is SPIRITUAL WARFARE. The scriptures say this about spiritual warfare:
Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Ephesians 6
Satan does not want Malia to have a forever family. Jesus said, "The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full." John 10:10 I'm so glad that we know the TRUTH. Satan has been defeated and JESUS is LORD! It is to HIS promises that we cling!
I am learning more and more about the power of God and the power of prayer. I commit to praying more scripture OUT LOUD and to digging more deeply into his word and his desires for me. I know that we are in battle right now, and I am putting on the FULL armor of God that Ephesians 6 goes on to describe...will you do this together with me?
Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.
I was listening to an AMAZING message by the awesome late preacher E. V. Hill. He was talking about how to make the enemy run. That caught my attention quickly, because I want him RUNNING away from me. Good old Dr. Hill said that when Jesus was being tempted by Satan after 40 days in the desert, he responded to each of Satan's temptations by saying IT IS WRITTEN...He said when you are experiencing spiritual warfare to declare scripture out loud, starting with IT IS WRITTEN. So, tonight I will start right here, with you.
IT IS WRITTEN, "You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world." 1 John 4:4
IT IS WRITTEN, "Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." James 4:7
IT IS WRITTEN, "Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called when you made your good confession in the presence of many witnesses." 1 Timothy 6:12
IT IS WRITTEN, For the LORD your God is God of gods and Lord of lords, the great God, mighty and awesome, who shows no partiality and accepts no bribes. He defends the cause of the fatherless and the widow, and loves the alien, giving him food and clothing. And you are to love those who are aliens, for you yourselves were aliens in Egypt. Deuteronomy 10:17-19
IT IS WRITTEN, in Hebrews 13:5, "Never will I leave you. Never will I forsake you."
Thank you for following, caring, praying and fighting the good fight right alongside of us. We continue to press on.




























